I've reflected as to what it is that has drawn me to Luigi, my strong identification with it, is not something I decided. It was almost like an innate connection and call, it's a unique phenomenon many people like me also experience. Luigi's design and mannerisms seems to be the manifestation of Ni, in it's purest form,
what you experience as a child before you develop as into a thinker or feeler. Shy, sensitive unsure, but filled with wonder,
The truth about Ni dominates is that there's an intense shyness, and bashfulness that we overcome in our personal development and when we do or say anything,
We only seem so strong at times because of our sense of purpose, we believe in our vision so strongly, we block out any fear, but ultimately we do struggle greatly with courage, we by default can be very weak, but that's what makes it remarkable when an Ni user is brave, it is something we consider to be deeply important.
I know I can come across as very intense at times, but I hope people can see that it's from a pure soul reacting to an impure world. When I was young I was a truth speaker, as a child I would speak truth to adults, I would speak out when I felt like my dad was abusing my mom. I would call out when my family wasn't following the rules. I never imagined my truth speaking nature would end up with me speaking truth to the world. I've never come to terms with it, I'm sorry to those I've interreacted with on my platform as if my position that I've had is natural and nothing unusual, but I'd like to try. I'd like to be formally known, not just in secret. I'd like to be able to share my view with any who need it. It's what I'd like to do in life. but I'm happy if I can reach even one person, even one life changed. At times I felt like I wish I could be super successful in the world sense, but what truly activates my fulfillment and joy is the souls I've saved. Nothing makes me happier than someone be rescued from their pain,
